Final Artist Statement
People would always tell me you're a light, you're the life of the party, the funny one, the one with the best advice, with the biggest smile and the loudest laugh. But for the last three years I have fallen in and out of darkness. I was good again for a little, but the parts of me I hadn't healed came tumbling down. It's like there is someone else occupying my body and I don't know how to get rid of their existence without them taking me too. I do not want to die. Sometimes I just sit in the shower trying to figure out what is wrong with me and why I'm never good enough. Why, no matter how hard I try I always feel like I'm drowning. It's a terrifying world to let people in, not knowing if they are there to hurt you or help you. So instead, I fight my battles on my own. In the darkness that constantly surrounds me. Similar to so many others. We are on our own.
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